In more detail,
My dad really doesn't want me to transition. He's afraid or hesitant or something. It's obvious to me but not to him. But rather than be honest about his doubts and talk to me about them, he tried to convince me that transitioning and being nonbinary isn't what I wanted. He insisted that he was fine when I told him it was going to be hard on him. Because that's what he thinks that is all you have to do to love someone.
But instead he hurt me and he doesn't understand why.
And I don't know if he'll ever care enough to find out on his own. I can only do so much to explain to him. And it's already more work than I want to do.
Stay tuned for next episode when my mom gets the letter. Teaser, I thought my dad was going to be the easier of the two.